I've been writing a lot lately. It feels good. I've been doing well in school, that feels good too. I guess what I'm getting at is that I feel good about doing well, and that makes me happy. I've never put much more thought into it than 'i need to get into college' but now that I'm in college Its safe to start thinking about where I go from here?
College is game which involves scoring high in knowlege tests. Perhaps performing aqquired skills as well. Then you gather different types of credits, and build a degree. I've always thought of it as some horrible institution designed to chew me up and spit me out. And in my defence public schools seemed to be just that. My whole life it felt like was unqualified, due to some setback. Perhaps they were legit, perhaps they were just some mind fuck I placed upon myself. Now however, I'm getting the feeling that it really is something I can succeed at. I recognise its structure, at least on some very basic level, and it's not very daunting anymore.
I've been thinking about what major I should pick... I'm rolling ideas around like English and Psychology, with as much art and literature and writing as I can cram into a specific degree. Maybe continuing independent education, I don't know. I don't want to look too far down the road. I'm near sighted in life, and so I shall remain, near sighted when it comes to the future. I think I can deal with that.
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