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So I've been suffering from writer's block for quite a grip now. Life just has this way of planting little obstacles between me and my words. For instance, it has been almost a year since I looked at this blog, or wrote in it. To be honest I had almost forgot that it even existed, yet here I am again.

Substance... I have yet to write anything of substance. It is a sad fact. What am I doing with my words, what are they doing with me, what are they doing for me? Filling my head. Bouncing around in my head, ricocheting at high velocity off of my skull. I think I may need a wilderness escape soon...

I have thoughts of walking a great distance. Perhaps even not a great distance, maybe even just a semi great distance. Or maybe not even walking, just some form of travel to ease my mind. I find that it is relaxing feeling the hum of the road through the wheels of an automobile.

My head hurts today. From the moment I woke til this very moment my head has let me know in a small way that it is displeased with the lack of caffeine in my blood stream. Damn caffeine addiction. It sinks its claws into everyone, even me. I doubt the population realizes how wide spread caffeine addiction truly is. Though it isn't the world's worst addiction, it is one that gets overlooked far too often.

I don't know what else to write about... Well there is this girl I'm somehow involved with. Our situation doesn't seem to get any better. It seems to me that she can't just let things be... Perhaps she over thinks things. I'm beginning to wonder if this situation is worth being in currently, she has many things on her plate, and I am getting the feeling that if I remain one of those things I'm going to be hurt. I'm so tired of that feeling of being let down. Dissapointment. Sunken shoulders, fake smile smeared across apathetic face.

Only time will tell.

And now Japan, which is one of America's biggest allies has been burdened by a huge crisis leaving their economy buckling. Meaning that both the US, and Japan, are completely financially weakened. Who knows how long it will take them to get back to a comfortable state of normalcy over there.

And conflicts are popping up everywhere, Libya, Wisconsin, Egypt.

I'm afraid.

I saw a wall of water carrying thousands of cars and houses as if they were made of paper cups. It makes me realize how transitory everything is. Nothing is made to last anymore, except the pyramids, and most of those are burried, or off limits. What are modern day humans thinking?